I've lost all motivation. My guess is that its related to meds. I haven't been taking them consistently. Half of me thinks its just because I've forgotten. But the truth is that I can clearly remember making a conscious decision not to take them on several occasions. Don't ask me why ~ I don't know.

Not taking them will only make me feel worse ~ I'll be moody, tired, achy, lethargic, forgetful, ravenously hungry...constantly, depressed, inefficient, non-productive, without motivation, and my throat will hurt. How in the world could that possibly appeal to me?

Anyway I have a little of my previous dosage left ~ a higher dosage ~ so I'm taking that to kick start my new dedication to taking my meds. Just for a few days. Plus I'm drinking "smart water". No, no I don't think it will make me smarter. But it has electrolytes ~ so it's like pediacare, but without the yucky taste and no sugar.

Sometimes ~ and I encourage everyone to do this ~ I drink pedialyte all day. Pedialyte is a drink for children and infants who are sick. It's a water based drink infused with electrolytes, potassium, sodium, etc. All of the things necessary to prevent or relieve dehydration. It tastes pretty crappy, but if you get the orange kind and drink it ice cold and through a straw....or if you water it down or add it to 7-up, it's completely palatable. It makes an amazing difference in the way you feel in just one day. But no wonder kids and babies put up such a stink when moms and dads try to get them to drink this stuff!

Ok Im rambling ~ all in attempt to fill a few minutes during which I haven't been able to focus on what really needs to be done. So, off I go.